Well it's been a while since I last posted. This pregnancy has been kicking my butt and frankly not much has been happening that I deemed worth while to write about. Until yesterday that is. Yesterday was my 40th birthday. I have to admit I was not really feeling much like celebrating or even acknowledging the day. I have not been very thrilled about turning 40 this year. I was supposed to be in Europe right now on a 3 week adventure with a friend. I was NOT supposed to be pregnant and I was definitely NOT supposed to be living in this crappy little crowded 2 bedroom apartment in Holt Mi. for an indefinite amount of time.
What do they say about the best laid plans? Well God had other ideas for whatever reason so here I am. Now what? At least I get a little trip to Chicago this weekend to sooth my soul and make me feel a little better about things for a while. Acceptance of circumstances out of my control has always been a struggle for me and I suppose God is once again teaching me a lesson I have no desire to learn in an effort to make me a better person blah blah blah!
